I haven’t posted the happiest stuff recently and it’s not likely to get better any time soon. How many more times can my heart get broken? You think I would have realised by now that putting myself emotionally out there will only result in more tears. But I am not that strong. What you see is the way that I feel. And you might think that when your heart is broken and the hurt begins to stop that your heart is fixed. But it’s not. It just temporarily been duct taped together to break once more. More easily. And it hurts just as much each time.