For me, this blog offers an outlet. Blogging allows me to express myself.
But reading back on some of my posts – I wonder if I should have wrote what I did. Cathartic as it is, it only seems to remind me of how I felt. Opening up old wounds. Reminding me of how things were. Questioning how things could have been.
Am I doing the right thing by putting it all out here? Or should I have not wrote anything at all? Could it be that if there’s no evidence of it, then the memories will be easier to forget?
More importantly – do I want to forget?